V.
What if there were no artifacts?
Earlier, in a previous rendering, I stated
that there was only one direct artifact from my Father. I was being dramatic. Actually two others written in his hand have
been found. One is a letter he wrote to
my brother about his wishes for his funeral.
I saw this one. He requested a
simple ceremony with a pine box and my brother in his uniform. Along with this is a form from a funeral home
designating a style of coffin and the costs.
The other remnant
is a few words found after his death, “I love you,” scrawled on the edge of a
newspaper, left on the coffee table. This
is assumed to be a note to my mother, though he never gave it directly to
her. My father did not hand it to her or
so she says. Maybe she forgot. In fact, I never saw this note. Hearsay from my brother. I wonder if he saw it or my mother told him
about it.
VI.
The Reading-
“Arts Imperative- Speaking the Unspeakable”